Who I am and What I do!

 GREETINGS!

My name is Abigayle Wilson and I am a member of New England Bible Church and am an independent missionary in the country of Guatemala. I was born and raised in New Hampshire and moved to Guatemala in 2010 to volunteer at a Christian school expecting to be there for no longer than six months. Three years later, I am here to tell you that my plans were changed, and that God’s plan for me was to live and serve Him here!

A few of the things that I do here consist of:

-Teaching at the Christian Academy of Guatemala (in the Music and Bible departments). I teach Bible to the 7^th grade, Middle School Photography, Worship team and Discipleship. CAG is a community that is about one-third Guatemala, one-third American and one-third Korean. Several of the students are brought to Guatemala without choice because this is where their parents have either been called to serve or they brought their businesses here, and many of them struggle with that reality. My desire is to come along side of these kids and overwhelm them with the love of Christ, be with them through the ups and downs of being an MK or a child of a business family, to invest in their lives, and to be there for them as a “big sister”/mentor. I also am beginning to help out in our counseling department and am meeting with the high school girls once a month in awareness groups that a friend is heading up.

-Serving as a volunteer for my church here, Journey Church Guatemala. I serve there in the Big Student Ministries which is a ministry that we provide for our middle school and high school aged students in our church and community. Living here after living in a different country can be a challenge, especially when it comes down to the social life of a teenager. Imagine never being able to drive, walk or go anywhere alone. Not being able to just go to the mall or movies to hang out unless a parent or adult is with you. It may seem a little extreme, but that is the reality of living a teenage life here. BSM allows for the students to come to a safe place to hang out with friends, learn about God and to grow together once a week. We have fun activities for the kids and desire for them to live big for God!

-Connecting with the people. The missionary kids have a big spot in my heart, but so do the people of Guatemala! My goal is to overwhelm them with the love of Christ, to connect them with the truth and to encourage them in their personal walks with God. I have been given the opportunity to translate for some teams as well as to travel to a few villages close by and to minister to different people. It an amazing thing being able to connect people with THE Truth!

I would like to ask that you join me in prayer for the people that I come in contact with daily and that I would be a light for Jesus in a dark world! Also, I would like for you to prayerfully consider partnering with my ministry here financially this year. I have a need of $1,000 a month-that’s 20 people at $50 a month! If you feel led to partner with me in this way donations may be sent to:

Attn. A. Wilson

New England Bible Church

60 Chandler Rd.

Andover, MA

01810

A few other things I am in need of if you want to participate in one time giving are things such as plane tickets and a new car. My car has recently decided that it does not like to work anymore which makes it very difficult to be able to work efficiently. Plane tickets are so that I can have the opportunity to return to the States and meet with you all one on one as well as with other churches.

If you feel led to give as either a one-time gift or to become a monthly supporter, please let me know! 

I am so thankful and grateful for any amount you feel led to give! Currently I am at $200 a month which is well below what a single missionary needs to live here! I ask that you would prayerfully consider joining me in this!

If you have more questions about what I do here or would like more information here’s how you can contact me:

Email: abbyjoyw@yahoo.com

Facebook: Abby Wilson

Mailing address:

A.Wilson c/o Knudsen

P.O. Box 413

Chester, NH

03036

Thank you for taking time to read this letter and I pray that you have a wonderful 

 rest of the year!

Abigayle J. Wilson

It is worth it.

Yesterday began our week and a half of in-service before the kids come. T-8 days. Next Wednesday.And I am so excited for the kids to come, even more so after our first two full days of in-service and time together! I was reminded of some amazing truths and wisdom from co-workers, which was very encouraging. Here's a little bit (pretty much straight) from my journal earlier today from my reflection time.

Today I took my journal, Bible and pen out to sit under one of the trees and think and breath in the sight of God's beautiful creation. It was overcast which, of course, added to my thoughtful mood. But today it wasn't like, "Man-is it really time for the kids to come back?" or "I wonder how this year will be like" but about how I had been feeling lately. I had been feeling discouraged and let down and began questioning; Was this REALLY where God had called me to? And if it is, did the way that I was feeling just mean that it was time for me to move on to the next thing He had in store for me? Was I really impacting lives? Had lives been changed?

I prayed, begging for wisdom and insight on what it was He wanted me to be doing. Something like this;

 "God, if you want me here, make it clear.

 Show me this is where you want me to be."

You see, in our earlier sessions we had talked about investing in lives. About discipling and growing in Christ. How if God uses me (what a humbling thought) to change even one life because of my testimony and investment in their life, it is worth it.

It's really easy too look around and get discouraged if we don't see visible reactions to what we spend our time investing in or see the effects of effort. It can be difficult to not see the fruit of our labor right in that moment; but think about it. When something is planted, it doesn't (usually) sprout and bloom and grow into a beautiful flower overnight. It takes time, care, nurturing, water; and then it begins to grow, and we continue that process as it grows and becomes what it was created to be. 

It's the same when we invest in lives around us. A seed is planted in their heart, it's watered, grows, and then blossoms; but it takes time and patience. God will use us, but we need to remember that it is for His glory. We need to keep our eyes fixed on Him and our hearts filled with hope, faith, love and joy. And patience.

We were asked to think of our three favorite teachers and share them with our colleagues. We were then questioned what made them our favorites and why we could still call them to mind today; and the answer was quite simple. They had all invested in who we were. For me, the first person I thought of was my kindergarten teacher and how she showed me from such a young age what true joy looks like! 

INVESTING.

Am I truly investing in the lives of my kids? Are lives being changed? Do they know that I am there for them?

I guess for me the answer came when I remembered the note that I had tucked in my bible from a former student, or the post-it note that sits on my bookshelf, or the simple email from another former student asking to catch up over coffee.

And in that moment I realized that I am exactly where I am supposed to be. That in my moments of doubt, God answered and showed me. Although it can be so challenging and difficult when you can't see proof of change or the impact that you may leave...it is worth it. If God uses you to impact even one life...it is worth it.

Reality check.

A pretty normal looking bathroom sink, right? Wrong. 
What this picture DOESN'T tell you is that, that faucet,
it's just there to look pretty, nothing comes out of it except maybe bugs. 
The blue thing on the left? It's full of water-that's the definition of running water. In this bathroom, there is a huge bucket full of water, that get's refilled daily by dumping buckets of water into it, that has a bucket floating in it. That floating bucket, you fill with water and dump into the toilet. Yes, you read that correctly. You have to dump the water into the toilet and then it just does it's thing. To the right of me in this picture is a nail sticking out of the wall. This nail holds up a towel that maybe at one point was a pretty white towel, but is so used, it has become brown and ragged. 

Reality check.

Living in Guatemala, we face a lot of extremes. I work in a school that seems (somewhat) like it was picked up from a town in the states and plopped into another country. We live in a gated community where safety isn't something that we need to be worrying about. I have a car that gets me from point A to point B and when I get home at night I can flip on the light switch and am pretty much guaranteed that there will be light coming from the bulb in the ceiling. I can wake up in the morning and turn the faucet in my sink and know that most of the time water will be coming out of it. I may sometimes need to squish a few (or a lot) of spiders or bugs that find their way into my little home, but for the most part, my life is pretty comfortable. I don't really have to make a lot of sacrifices living here or anything like that. 

But reality check. 

When I get into the towns or areas outside of my comfort zone, and out of the city-reality slaps me in the face. Hard. Such as the picture of the sink above, or the ones below of the dump and different shots I've taken while living here. I can drive less than 20 minutes from my house and find myself at a place where houses have dirt floors and no running water and are constructed of whatever can be found to make walls. Houses with a single mattress on the floor that everyone sleeps in together. And they are thankful for what they have. They thank God daily for His provision and protection.

Just take a moment to take it all in... This is a reality.

Add caption

prayer.

"Prayer is the most reassuring thing in the most unclear moments. Never stop talking to the One who has already written your story."

 

Prayer. The quiet moments talking with my Savior. The calm in the storm, the peace in the chaos. The time with my Father. 

 

I've been learning a lot about prayer lately-like how no, you do not HAVE to pray with your eyes closed and yes-it's ok to pray with a pen and paper and journal them.

But I've also learned much more than that. Like when you don't know what to say-when your soul is crying out to God but you don't have the words to express, the Holy Spirit intercedes for us with groanings that are too deep for words (Romans 8:26). That audacious prayers-when we know the power and the authority that we walk in, when we remember the power of the God we serve, we can ask in confidence. And he will answer. Maybe not how you imagine, but in a way that is only His. 

We have the ability to seek out God and ask for His wisdom, but to ask for His wisdom without doubting Him, and he will give it to us. (James 1:5-7)

 

We have an open line with out Father-wherever we are, in every situation. With the only one who knows what is going to happen. He promises that he will never leave us or forsake us (Deut. 31:8). 

The God who held the sun and moon still for Joshua? He is the same God who holds my whole world, yours too. Why do we pray asking, "If you can..." or "God could you please..." Ask in confidence, and he will answer.

If God wasn't ok leaving us in our sin, how can we think He is ok leaving us in our current situations alone?

He won't.

Pray audacious prayers.

He WILL answer.